I know you’re asleep cause it’s 2 am and I should be asleep too, but I just want to say this and if it back fires then fuck. I’m not saying this cause I want you to feel guilty and stay just cause of guilt. I’m saying this cause I want you to know how I feel. I hardly know you yeah, but the thing is I would absolutely adore to get to know you more, what scares you, what makes you cry, what you dream of every single night, everything I want to know everything. I’m losing my train of thought right now, I don’t know if I should continue this, HECK I don’t know if I should even send this and not regret it for weeks to come. If I were to say exactly what I was thinking right now, it is “Would this guy be willing to fall in love with a wreck like me?” I know it’s too early for that but I just need to fucking know. My mind is just killing me right now with overwhelming thoughts that I couldn’t control and it SUCKS. You know why I’m asking that? Because I want to fall in love with someone and just feel how it is to be loved. Don’t worry I’m not in love with you, too early.
